Waiting

I woke up today.  Didn't want to, but I did.  And that's a blessing in and of itself.  God saw a plan for me today, so he allowed me to rise up from my not so restful slumber, so that I might be able to do something for Him today.  I don't know what that is, nor may I ever know.  That's alright though.  I know that there's a reason and that's good enough for me.  I made a list last night about my life, things I want to improve or change.  I have so much to do!!  I don't have to do them right away, which is a comfort. I want to make something of myself, or rather let God.  Something more than just being a female soldier.  There's a much bigger picture, but I'm not quite seeing it yet.  Hmm.. all in due time, right?  Waiting isn't exactly my forte, but many wonderful things come from waiting, so I guess that's what I will do.  Wait.